hi, i suck, so does joven

hi
i'm back...so many stuff happened.
bad or good, they happened so quickly.
i'm in the library now......
she's around, too
anyway,
everything that happened;
good or bad,
it seems alright now though.
err...
i forgot what i wanna say.
too confused...
so happy too!

(haha, dont know whzt to type so i random do.
Hi Hello Yo Sup Bye.)

don't care her.
she typed those =P.
anyway, she's in pain now...
all because of me.
SOBS!!!
but she will be fine; i'm right beside her now.

(do you know who is the 'she'?
Dont xiang wai.
'She' is my hand.
lol. okay its nonsense.
forget it.)

okies...thats her again.
anyway, be happy.
even if its not being happy for yourself,
be happy for me too ok???

now for the real thing.
you know whos Joven???
he's a pain in the...
whichever body part you can think of.
yes, don't doubt it.
he is as irritating, as me.
haha
anyway,
guess where am i?
i'm at the library, school library.
typing where everyone can see.
today i told JY, C, H and GJ a sick joke
in the form of a composition.
it rocks the core.
everyone laughed at it.
i was happy that at least
i made someone laugh rather
than someone make me laugh.
there's only one person to do it.

i mean make me laugh...

oh...if you don't believe, ask my family,
they can't make me laugh as well
as my 'hand' do.
now my 'hand' is doing project with D.
oh wells...its ok

i've given her the freedom
i'll try not to make a fuss out
of everything she does.
she's just following herself afterall.

so complicated...
everything...
but i'm glad that she's back with me again.
i longed for that.
AHH!!!!
feel like sneezing...
AHH CHOO!!!
feel so much better.
so relaxed when i'm with her yet i know,
she has her own troubles that i can never
get it outta her mouth.

ha,
nevermind...

love, stella